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For years after I got married and moved into my own home, I tried to do what my mother has always done: maintain a lush beautiful garden. I didn’t have much space so I bought a lot of pots and planters and took to turning our balcony into a tiny green oasis. I also placed plants strategically around the house, in the living room and the bedroom. I bought expensive plants, considering them to be one-time investments, got cuttings from mom and some friends, and even tried my luck with some seeds.

When it was all done and in place, it looked beautiful. I had a variety of indoor and outdoor plants as well as herbs and chili growing in containers along the kitchen window sill. I thought I was sorted. Till they eventually began to droop and die, one by one. By the end of two years, my initially lush snake plant, that I had bought for an eye-watering amount, had one lone stem standing.

I didn’t give up. I bought more plants and quickly had the situation under control. The pots were looking full and luscious once again. But the same thing would happen. After a while in our apartment, the plants just didn’t look as happy and healthy as they did when I had first gotten them. They started losing their fullness, developing patches on the leaves, and turning yellow.

I did everything I could to save my plants. I searched for information online to figure out what I was doing wrong. I asked my mother and friends for advice. I downloaded an app that I could use to take and upload a photo of my plants and it would give me detailed care instructions for them.  At one point, I even tried talking to them and then eventually ignoring them wondering if it was the extra attention that was making them act up. But nothing worked. They would all wither and die and I would have to get new ones again.

I took comfort in the fact that there were many people like me out there. I have a friend who always says she’s in a short-term relationship whenever she gets a new plant. When it dies, she says she’s going through a breakup. A colleague says he and his wife have finally given in and bought some ‘real-looking’ fake plants for their living space. It doesn’t need watering and fertilizing. And they don’t have to worry it might die. All it needs, they say, is a good wipe down once in a while and it looks good. Minimal effort, maximum effect, they say.

I was tempted to buy one myself. After all, in the long run, even the most expensive one would be far cheaper than buying a real Peace Lily every few months. Some of these fake plants that look almost real (in one case, my husband even tried to tear a leaf because he thought it was real) cost upwards of Rs 8,000. I’ve considered buying one that I thought would look great in our living room and it was priced at a whopping Rs 15,000. I think there’s a market for fake plants since there are many plant murderers like me.

But my mother studied Botany and I’m her daughter. I couldn’t buy fake plants and dishonor her like that. That was my illogical reasoning. I couldn’t just give up. And so, when we shifted homes three years ago, I tried again. I pretty much vowed this would be the last time I’d buy plants as a new home had pretty much siphoned our finances. And so, I bought everything again. From the expensive Snake Plant to the hard-to-maintain Chrysanthemums, I went all out. But this time, I also bought the right gardening mix and good quality fertilizers. I repotted the plants instead of just placing them around the house in the containers they came in. Much like I did before, I started googling and learning about the different kinds of plants and their requirements. I was determined to see my plants thrive.

And so far, I’m happy to report that, with the exception of one or two, they are all thriving really well. A well-lit house helps, I’ve realized. Most indoor plants need a lot of natural light. They also don’t like to be overcrowded. Plants that are on their own or with just another one for company seem to thrive better than plants that are clustered together. There’s also really no need to water them every day or even every other day. If possible, open the windows to let in fresh air as plants seem to like that. It’s also a good idea to spray water on their leaves every now and then, apart from the usual watering.

A relative came home during our homewarning and said that he’d like to see what happened to the plants in a few months time. The scorn was evident in his voice. I think I wanted to prove him wrong so badly that this time whenever I’ve noticed a plant behaving weirdly, I’ve almost instantly replanted them or shifted them to a new place. I’ve come to realize that most plants don’t thrive because their lighting requirements aren’t met or because something is off with the soil.

Repotting or moving a withering plant to well lit or a spot that doesn’t get direct light has often done the trick and saved them from dying. Along with that, it’s also quite important to get their watering needs right. Some plants need moist soil while some have to completely dry out between watering sessions. There are good guides on various plants’ light, water, and fertilizer requirements on the internet and following it has worked to my advantage. I also find talking with a local gardener or nursery owner helps. They are able to tell you what is wrong with a plant by looking at them. I’ve often shown them pictures of my plants and the advice they have given me has worked wonders in ensuring they grow really well.

It’s disheartening when your plants wilt and don’t look lush but don’t give up. It’s quite common for them to look a little frail during winter but that doesn’t necessarily mean they won’t look healthy and lush when the season changes and it’s bright and warm. More often than not, people also tend to replace plants without giving them enough time to recover. Gardening requires patience and practice and it can be extremely rewarding to see something you have brought in and taken care of thrive and grow.

Out of the many bookstores in Kathmandu and Lalitpur that I visit frequently, I find the one at Patandhoka, Lalitpur, called ‘Patan Book Shop’ to be the most useful and interesting. It’s a small space but the collection it has is simply amazing. There are shelves upon shelves filled with books as well as books piled high on stools, benches, and tables. It’s a little out of the way and I struggle with parking in the area so I don’t visit it as often as I would like to but whenever I can’t find a book or I want to discover some new titles or authors, I make it a point to go there.

I think I can easily spend a few hours at this bookstore. If you go there, just don’t browse through their new releases section. Take your time to go through the shelves. You will definitely come across some treasures. I found ‘A Mirror Made of Rain’ by Naheed Phiroze Patel here. I hadn’t heard about the author or the title and the cover art and the blurb both caught my attention. The fact that the book was dedicated to the author’s father, Phiroze, who, she says, would always find a kind word for anybody who needed one made me unable to put it down. I feel first novels and those dedicated to parents hold a lot of promise as there’s a lot at stake there.

The story is about Noomi Wadia, a young woman with a fraught relationship with her mother. Her father, Jeh, is supportive and she’s close to him but her mother has mental health issues and is also battling alcoholism. Noomi spends most of her childhood and teenage years fearing her mother and, along with Jeh, trying to get Asha to stop drinking. It takes a lot of her energy and time. But alcoholism is a tricky and difficult situation. No one and nothing can force an alcoholic to stop drinking. It puts a lot of strain on a family. Eventually, Noomi finds herself unable to cope and leaves home.

Years later, she’s all set to get married to Veer, someone she met at a pub and felt an instant connection with. But Noomi has inherited her mother’s self-destructive behaviors. She’s unable to cope in high pressure situations without a drink to calm her nerves. She, like everyone who enjoys alcohol a little too much, thinks she has it under control. But she carries miniature vodka bottles in her handbag and can never stop at one or two drinks at parties. Soon, she realizes she must control her impulses or risk everything she loves.

While I was reading A Mirror Made of Rain, I was unable to think of much else. The story and Noomi, Jeh, and Asha were on my mind all the time. It’s a dark and disturbing novel about what addiction can do to a family and how every person has his/her way of dealing with the trauma. The author has fleshed out the characters really well and you can see what drives them to do the things they do and empathize with them. Even the relatives and friends, who make occasional appearances, are apt depictions of our overly curious to the point of intrusive society.

All in all, A Mirror Made of Rain is a brave and unflinching story that deserved to be told. It’s a reminder of the fact that the most potent sorrows and sufferings are often generational and that children who see too much of it early on carry battle wounds of sorts for the rest of their lives, and that their perception of love is perhaps forever skewed. A word of caution though: Peppered with Hindi words and phrases, reading this book can sometimes be a bit jarring, especially if you aren’t familiar with the culture and its slangs but it’s just a minor hiccup. 

A Mirror Made of Rain

Naheed Phiroze Patel

Published: 2021

Publisher: Fourth Estate

Pages: 285, Paperback

Samantha Harvey’s ‘Orbital’ is the winner of The Booker Prize 2024. This slim novel is about six astronauts as they rotate in a spacecraft above earth. There to collect meteorological data and conduct scientific experiments, the astronauts observe the space from a unique vantage point. They see earth in all its glory and feel protective about it as they question what it means to be alive and what in fact is reality when they are so far away from home.

The good thing about writing a review of Orbital is that I don’t have to worry about the possibility of giving out spoilers, like I usually am while working on book reviews. It’s basically an account of what these six astronauts see from space and how they feel about it. There’s no plot as such except for the day to day occurrences in their lives. Their backstories make for tiny slivers of the story which takes place in one day but time is measured differently in space. Morning arrives every 90 minutes and each of the chapters record a single orbit of the earth.

Harvey has captured the psychology of these characters and interspersed it with visuals of the earth from space. You will get to be in a certain character’s head and then suddenly be jolted with views of the craters and ridges of the earth. The combination, I felt, works for a short while so it’s a good thing that the book isn’t long. I enjoyed the book but it felt like the narrative was dragging on by the end of it. Any longer and I would have probably given up on it.

But Harvey’s writing makes the scenes come alive in front of your eyes. You get a bird’s eye view of a space station and the universe that surrounds it. She describes it so well. It’s almost like you are the one on the mission. Harvey has written other novels like ‘The Wilderness’, ‘All is Song’, ‘Dear Thief’, and ‘The Western Wind’ and a work of non-fiction called ‘The Shapeless Unease: A Year of Not Sleeping’ which is a study of insomnia and its complexities. Judging by her body of work, it seems she’s fascinated with things that can’t be explained easily but attempts to do it anyway. Orbital might be her boldest work yet as there isn’t another piece of fiction like it.

In an interview, Harvey said she wrote Orbital during a period of anxiety induced insomnia. She started the book before the pandemic but most of it was written during the lockdown. That probably explains the sense of urgency and desperation in Orbital. The story makes you feel trapped—in the space station, the character’s heads and thoughts—and leaves you with little room to think for yourself. Despite being a novel, it’s also a book you can dip in and out of as there’s an almost essay-like quality to it. Don’t be fooled by the novel’s slim size, it’s not an easy and thus quick read and you could be a little confused at times. But I urge you to give it a try as it’s different and daring. 

Fiction

Orbital

Samantha Harvey

Published: 2024

Publisher: Vintage

Pages: 136, Paperback

Featuring 12 stories by different authors, all of whom are fans of Agatha Christie and Jane Marple, ‘Marple’ is a collection that you might want to give a miss if you haven’t grown up reading Christie. Otherwise, this anthology is a great book to pick up for a trip down memory lane. Some stories are short, some are long, but they all feature our favorite heroine Miss Marple and her charm and wit are on full display.

Miss Marple, one of literature’s favorite detectives, first appeared on print in a short story called ‘The Tuesday Night Club’ in Dec 1927. She reappeared in the novel ‘The Murder at the Vicarage’ in 1930, followed by 11 other books after that, as well as several other short stories. She is observant and intelligent and solves crimes because, with her keen eye, she doesn’t miss a thing.

Marple is an ode to St Mary Mead’s sharpest mind. The collection has stories from bestselling authors like Lucy Foley, Ruth Ware, Kate Mosse, and Leigh Bardugo among others. A murder mystery is a difficult genre to attempt in a short format. You have to get to it right away and there’s little or no time to set the scene or develop the characters. You run the risk of being unable to make the readers care. But the writers in the anthology know how to tell gripping stories and their craft is on full display. Despite having to keep it brief, they manage to build suspense.

Out of the 12 stories, there was just one I didn’t like. My husband, who was reading the same book with me for our two-member unofficial book club, didn’t like it either. It’s called ‘Murder at Villa Rose’ and it’s by Elly Griffths. It’s absolutely ridiculous. It’s about an imaginary murder that actually turns out to be imaginary. The author put absolutely no thought into it. All the others have solid elements of mystery in them. Murder at Villa Rose is just pointless.

For this collection, the publisher roped in established crime writers with distinctly different writing styles. The result is a collection where every story, despite having a common theme and similar setting, is unique and refreshing. All the stories, even the one I didn’t enjoy, get the essence of Miss Marple just right. Her mannerisms and quirks feel familiar. At times, I even forgot it wasn’t Agatha Christie’s stories that I was reading.

If I had to choose, I’d say ‘The Jade Empress’ by Jean Kwok, ‘The Disappearance’ by Leigh Bardugo, and ‘A Deadly Wedding’ by Dreda Say Mitchell were my top three favorites. In January, I read one story before work every now and then and it set a nice tone to my days. I’d constantly be thinking about whichever story I’d recently read with a smile on my face. More cozy than riveting, if murder mysteries are your thing these stories might be just what you need to power through a particularly rough day. 

Short Stories

Marple

Published: 2022

Publisher: Harper Collins

Pages: 372, Paperback

Colm Tóibín is an Irish novelist, short story writer, essayist, journalist, playwright, and poet. He has written 11 novels. I had previously read two books by Colm Tóibín, ‘Brooklyn’ and ‘Nora Webster',  and I had loved them both. Brooklyn was a special read. I loved the protagonist and the setting was calming. The story wasn’t sad or happy. It was a mix of both, just like things usually are in real life. What I loved about the story was that relatability, of nothing being overly dramatic or downplayed for the sake of fiction. 

The stories, in both Brooklyn and Nora Webster, were nicely crafted and written, the characters were simple yet fascinating, and the author’s writing was almost conversational and smooth. I would read anything Tóibín wrote, which is why I was eager to read ‘Long Island’ when I heard it was coming out. I was even more excited when I found out that it was actually a sequel to Brooklyn. 

Set in the 1950s in Ireland, Brooklyn follows Eilis Lacey after she returns to her hometown Enniscorthy in southeast Ireland for a funeral. She has secretly gotten married in America but still has a fling of sorts with a local named Jim Farrell. But Brooklyn wasn’t a story of deception or infidelity. It was about a woman trying to find herself in a world where her identity is always associated with someone else. 

Long Island follows Eilis almost 20 years later, in the 1970s. Once again, she’s chosen to return to her hometown to attend her mother’s 80th birthday and finds herself confronted by unresolved issues and ghosts of the past. This time she’s home because her husband cheated on her and she’s lost her footing and feels unsettled. She meets Jim, the man she had once had an affair with, and they sort of rekindle their romance. However, Jim was all set to get married to Nancy, who at one time used to be Eilis’s best friend, right before Eilis returned to Ireland. 

The plot might sound morose and even annoying to some. A few colleagues I was talking to said they would never want to read something that almost justified cheating and polygamous relationships. But Long Island, though dark and brooding, is an exploration of the complexities of marriage, being a woman, and fitting in. The story is narrated by Nancy, Eilis, and Jim and as you take turns getting into the character’s shoes and head, you begin to understand their motivations and see things from different perspectives. 

You don’t have to have read Brooklyn to read Long Island. Both of these books work really well as standalone novels. But together they are a masterclass in good writing and storytelling. Of late, I’ve been enjoying stories that don’t wrap up neatly in the end, allowing me to draw my own conclusions. Long Island’s ending is also open to interpretation. This isn’t a spoiler because you get a sense of how it’s going to end all throughout the novel. You know someone or the other will be hurt and that people aren’t going to always get what they want. The joy of the novel is in getting to know its characters, the main ones as well as the minor ones, as the author has written them with love, care, and a good sprinkling of humor.

Long Island

Colm Tóibín 

Published: 2024

Publisher: Picador

Pages: 287, Paperback

Rita Bullwinkel’s debut novel ‘Headshot’ was longlisted for The Booker Prize 2024 as well as the Center for Fiction Best Debut. It also made it to Barack Obama’s 2024 Summer Reading List. Bullwinkel’s writing has gotten her many accolades. Her short story collection ‘Belly Up’ won a 2022 Whiting Award. Her writings have been featured in various publications. She is the Assistant Professor of English at University of San Francisco in the US. 

Headshot is the story of eight teenage girl boxers. The story is narrated in a series of face-offs during a championship tournament. I hadn’t read anything like it before. The concept was new and refreshing and Bullwinkel keeps the story tight and action packed. As the girls box and compete, you get to know their stories—their past and their hopes for the future, their weaknesses and strengths, what drives them and what makes them tick, and the many characteristics that make them unique. Each girl has her own baggage and hang ups and they are all fighting their own battles, whether it is with themselves or within their families. 

The characters are complex and compelling. There’s Artemis Victor who thinks she’s the prettiest girl in the tournament but who will, even if she wins, always be second best to her sister. Her opponent Andy Taylor is haunted by the image of her father’s dead body. Without him, she needs someone to rely on. Rachel Doricko wears a strange hat and likes to intimidate people. Kate Heffer, on the other hand, is governed by plans and rules and thinks it is what will help her achieve success in life. Izzy and Iggy Lang are cousins. While Iggy has been inspired by Izzy to take up boxing, Izzy doesn’t understand why her annoying cousin would want to copy her. 

The narrative isn’t linear, hopping between the past, present, and the future, and the characters make frequent appearances which allows you to get to know them better. A commonality among the characters is that these are all teenage girls on the cusp of adulthood and they all belong to working class families. The author shows their struggles of trying to break free from whatever holds them back as well as their hopes for the future. I was invested in the story as I wanted to know what became of these girls after the tournament. Headshot isn’t a big book but it’s so nicely written and structured that the story feels complete. 

Bullwinkel has an eye for details and that makes the scenes come alive. I felt like I was watching a match while it happened and the girls were right there in front of my eyes. Even their thoughts and emotions were so beautifully described that I was totally consumed by these characters. The story also anticipates how the girl’s lives will pan out when they stop competing and whether they will even forge a career in boxing. In that way, it also examines what it means to be a sportsperson and how it defines their life. I was especially enthralled by the writing and found myself reading certain passages over and over again. 

The book isn’t that long but there’s a lot to unpack in the story. You might be able to resonate with a character or two or find that you identify with certain traits in different girls. It calls for a lot of introspection and that is what made Headshot an important read for me. I would recommend it to anyone looking for something new and immersive. You won’t be disappointed. 

Headshot

Rita Bullwinkel

Published: 2024

Publisher: Daunt Books 

Pages: 248, Paperback

Colm Toibin, one of my favorite writers, called ‘Small Things Like These’ by Claire Keegan the best novel he read in the year it was published. The book was shortlisted for the booker prize in 2022. Oprah Winfrey chose it for her book club in 2024. The book is short, at just a little over a hundred pages, but packs a punch. Even Oprah, in one of the videos on the book club’s Instagram page, says you’ll be thinking about it long after you’ve turned the final page.

The book is dedicated to the women and children forced to work at the Magdalene Laundries in Ireland. Built to house women who had ‘fallen from grace’ but promoted cheap labor, Magdalene Laundries were stricter than prisons. Women had to work without pay and were only provided a meager meal at best. Their living conditions were horrifying, with many being forced to eat off the floor or sleep in dank places. In Ireland, the last Magdalene Laundry ceased operating only in 1996.

Set in Ireland in 1985, Small Things Like These follows Bill Furlong, a coal and timber delivery man, as he makes a shocking discovery that will change the course of his life. He’s living a content life with his wife and daughters when he stumbles upon something that involves the church. Bill doesn’t know how to deal with it and despite his wife’s insistence that he look the other way, he can’t help but get involved in it. The book is alternately slow and fast. What I mean by that is there’s a leisurely pace to life in the book but things unravel quickly once Bill discovers the town’s well-kept secret. 

Bill’s life hasn’t been easy. He doesn’t know who his father is and his mother dies when he’s just a child. But all his life he has been shown kindness by strangers who took him in and nurtured him. In a way, he’s come to associate love with kindness. Isn’t what you know of love and how you perceive love shaped by how you were loved while growing up? Bill has received kindness and it’s the only way he knows how to be. This dictates his actions and he can’t turn away when he feels someone needs his help. This might mean giving beggars all the change in his pockets or rescuing someone in trouble.

Despite the brevity, you feel like you really get to know the characters. I can’t fathom how Keegan has been able to achieve that but you come to care about the people in the story. Perhaps that is because Keegan taps into their vulnerabilities and shows you it’s possible to maintain grace under pressure. Bill is a man with a clear conscience and he does his best to live by certain principles. He’s a good husband and a caring father. When things go wrong, he doesn’t buckle. His goodness forces him to stand his ground and do what he thinks is right despite knowing it might be a hard battle. 

I read Small Things Like These in under two hours. It was so engrossing that I wasn’t able to put it down. It’s sad, horrifying, and strangely uplifting at the same time. It shows you what humans are capable of and that cruelty and kindness co-exist in the world and that it’s never one or the other but a mix of both. This is a book you’ll want to buy a few copies of, one to keep and the others to give to family and friends.

About the author

Claire Keegan is an Irish author who is known for her short stories and novellas. Her stories have been published in The New Yorker, Granta, and The Paris Review among others. Two of her novellas have been made into movies. Small Things Like These has been adapted into a film starring Cilian Murphy and Emily Watson. She has received several awards including The Rooney Prize for Irish Literature, The Martin Healy Prize, and The Olive Cook award.

Fiction

Small Things Like These

Claire Keegan

Published: 2021

Publisher: Faber & Faber

Pages: 110, Paperback

If I see a book of short stories by an author I haven’t read, I will definitely buy it. I won’t even have to read the blurb to decide. I just know I will enjoy it. And I’ve hardly ever been wrong. Even if I don’t like all the stories in a particular collection, I will enjoy a few and that will be enough for me to recommend the book to others. The same goes for my recent read ‘Dead-End Memories’ by Banana Yoshimoto. The book has five stories and I more or less like them all. 

Translated from the Japanese by Asa Yoneda, the writing was refreshing. Perhaps it was because I had never read both the author and the translator before. But I enjoyed every bit of it. The stories were beautiful and nostalgic. I could see me and my friends in the characters. All the stories are about women who, after some painful events in their lives, find comfort in small moments of everyday life. 

I was intrigued by the author’s name and I found out that Banana Yoshimoto is the pen name of the author Mahoko Yoshimoto whose father is a famous poet in Japan. She is the prize winning and internationally bestselling author of many works of fiction like ‘Kitchen’, ‘Asleep’ and ‘The Premonition’. In Dead-End Memories, Yoshimoto delves into the lives of women who are grappling with some sort of a transition in their lives. There’s a melancholic undertone to the stories but there’s a fair bit of drama too to keep things interesting. 

The women in the stories discover their strengths and weaknesses through varied experiences in their lives. A woman’s romantic life is shaped by the ghosts of a couple who live in the house of her lover. A hard-working editor has a near death experience that completely changes the course of her life—She’s poisoned at work and that changes her relationship with work and her co-workers. Though the stories involve romance, they aren’t centered on it. There’s also a recurring theme of food in the stories despite the stories never overlapping. It made me realize how much of our memories are shaped by the smell and taste of what we eat. 

Despite being short, I found myself taking time with the book as the themes are heavy, calling for a lot of reflection. They deal with abuse, rape, betrayals, and the end of a marriage. What I like about storytelling in shorter formats is that it leaves a lot of room for imagination and introspection. You can draw up your own conclusions and get many opportunities to question your own beliefs. Dead-End Memories is controlled storytelling. Yoshimoto doesn’t beat around the bush and gives you just the information you need to think about the story and their possible path or outcomes yourself. Some call her writing simple and superficial but I found it to be relatable and fun. I highly recommend this anthology. Read it, weep, smile, and think about some things and memories you have maybe long forgotten. 

Dead-End Memories

Banana Yoshimoto

Translated by Asa Yoneda

Published: 2024

Publisher: Faber & Faber Ltd.

Pages: 221, Paperback