‘You’ by Caroline Kepnes is a psychological thriller that will have you looking at people around you a little differently and doubting their intentions and ways. It makes you hyper aware of how people aren’t what they seem to be and that trusting them at face value might not always be a good idea. Basically, it puts you ill at ease. Why read such a book then?
That’s what my husband kept asking me when I was shuddering, shaking my head, and saying ‘this makes my head spin’ over and over again while reading the book. But to say You is gripping and addictive is an understatement. It gets under your skin and you find yourself in the midst of the action. And you want to know what happens next, so much so that you find yourself reading it at every possible chance—while brushing your teeth and making tea, stuck in traffic, and before bed after a long day.
The protagonists, Joe Goldberg and Guinevere Beck, are both dark and twisted characters. Outwardly, they seem perfect—kind, gentle, not flawless but working on their issues—but both have hidden traits and secrets that can destroy them and those around them. In an interview, Kepnes said shiny, happy people give her the creeps and you can see why: She imagines them to be as sinister as Joe and Beck.
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From the first time Joe meets Beck at the local bookstore he manages for Mr. Mooney, he becomes obsessed with her. Starting with googling her name and meticulously combing through her Facebook and Twitter accounts, he digs up a lot of information. Then he begins to stalk her, getting inside her home when she’s not there, following her around town, and reading her emails (he pockets her phone when she gets into an accident of sorts and he ‘rescues’ her). Not only is he in love with Beck but he is sure that she feels the same way and is only distancing herself to avoid hurting her feelings.
You get this eerie sense that much of what he feels and thinks is happening is in his head and are his warped interpretation of events instead of the real thing. And then there is Beck who isn’t entirely innocent and nice as Joe makes her out to be. She is needy, manipulative, and there are ulterior motives behind most of her actions. Joe, the stalker, is a smart guy whose actions are unpredictable and disturbing. He keeps you guessing and gasping. The cumulative effect of it all is a very unsettling feeling. There’s a Netflix series based on the book and, with some minor tweaks, it’s almost as good as the original story. But I’d recommend you read the book before you watch the series. It’s such a thrill to watch your eerie visions unfold on screen.