Every once in a while, you come cross a book that you want to barrel through but are also desperate to put down and go fix yourself a cup of tea. You need some time to recover. But then the story is just so beautiful and the characters so compelling that you are back at it before you know it. Soon, you are a sobbing mess. ‘Love After Love’, Ingrid Persaud’s debut book, is that kind of a novel.
Set in modern-day Trinidad and New York City, Love After Love is a tale of love, loss, and hope. It’s about the never-ending quest to find love, the loneliness in the absence of love, and how hope can keep you going in the most trying times.
The story’s protagonist, Betty Ramdin, a school administrator, has endured years of abuse from her husband, Sunil. And then he dies. She had inherited a huge house from her grandmother and so she takes in a lodger, Mr. Chetan, a closeted gay teacher at her school. Soon, he becomes a part of their family—a father figure to Betty’s only child, Solo.
The initial part of the story is filled with warmth, food, and comfort. There is so much cooking going on and it’s all so elaborate and descriptive that you can almost taste the cascadoux curry and smell the fresh, warm bread. Reading this bit feels like being enveloped in a soft blanket and whatever it is that’s stressing you out in real life feels distant and trivial.
However, Betty longs for a partner. The society, on the other hand, expects her to be in perpetual mourning for a husband who gave her nothing but scars—both mental and physical. Mr. Chetan is compelled to find another place to live when he realizes “Miss B and I needed to be free to meet other people otherwise it was like we were in a sexless marriage.” By then, Solo is living with his father’s brother, Hari, as an illegal immigrant in the US. There are immigrant issues, homophobia, and domestic violence.
This is when your happy bubble is burst and your heart shatters. Each character tugs at your heartstrings. You see them struggle yet smile. They don’t have it easy but they are trying mighty hard to fix things. You wish you could give each of them a hug and tell them things will be alright. That’s how convincingly Persaud has crafted her characters.
The story is told from three different perspectives through a series of amusing yet heartbreaking vignettes. Betty, Chetan and Solo take turns at the narration. Despite that, it isn’t difficult to follow. Persaud shuffles back and forth between different emotions and settings with ease and makes the story quite seamless. Nothing feels unimportant or is without meaning.
Love After Love is an apt portrayal of the harsh realities of life and how we have the power to lead the life we want through the choices we make. It's really beautiful, even with the heartbreak it entails.
Fiction
Love After Love
Ingrid Persaud
Published: 2020
Publisher: Faber & Faber Limited
Language: English
Pages: 410, Paperback
